Chapter 7: Oaths
I'm depressed, I feel empty, lost something I wanted too, it seemed that all my happiness was gone with my cellphone, I had so many memories with him, so many trips we made, experiences we go through.
Fuck ... FUCK YOU! the only thing I can tell the unfortunate that I snatched a piece of my life. Now I feel only two things: anger and bitterness.
Strange feelings for someone who does not know and saw only a moment, many will tell me what about love at first sight? The absolute truth is that I have no idea if "first sight love" is real or not, the only thing going through my mind right now is to see that damned blight rot in jail. The trouble is that I know you probably will never happen.
I'm frustrated, how can you fight for something, you struggle to have the things you both like and when the end is yours, you got any fool and remove them without any effort or work.
Definitely, the world is full of slag. There is no honor!
I admire and respect for the samurai, were murderers and very skilled and lethal bodyguard, but before everything was their code of honor and swore loyalty to their feudal lords. Things like not to attack a fallen foe and an opportunity to defend and die with honor in battle, or clean up their mistakes with suicide, it takes great courage and willpower to comply with that code.
If I were a thief would have my own code of honor, if I had to use violence, I would not with someone weaker than me, would be cowardly to attack a child, an elderly or a lady.
What makes me most angry is to know that there are more garbage floating around on the streets waiting for someone weak or helpless to ambush approaching, intimidate and steal their belongings using unnecessary force ... people like that do not deserve to live.
begin to fantasize ... I wish it was a kind of avenging the world was ending slags that are rotting, it's like a samurai and my katana purifying cleanse a corrupt society ... but they are only fantasies, but it would be interesting a game with this theme.
The second rule of my code will never be deprived of his possessions to someone who really needs it. It would be a real lack of honor, cowardice one ... I do not want to mess with that word daily, but I do not need to write it.
The day I break this rule, cut off my hand, I swear by my honor as a gamer and all my gadgets, for any reason to become part of the dross of bandits without honor.
Rule 3 and the most important. Do not steal more than I need.
As a child and saw the cartoons, was in my mind the phrase "Uncle Ben in Spiderman:" With great powers come great responsibilities "
me I must not be corrupted by the feeling of power you have everything you desire easy, I swear that I will be strong, I will not be overcome by the temptation and I swear I'll be ready for when the day comes that you should stop stealing. "When the day comes that you should stop stealing ..." Why am I saying that? still do not steal anything, and probably will not. Is it that I began to fantasize again or this is not a fantasy but a sign that my life will change very soon? do not know, but it's getting late, I spent much time writing here, in fact I think I feel better, now my anger is gone and I feel more motivated, I'm sure tomorrow if it's a good day. This
keep a diary I'm enjoying it, but if I had my Xperia, probably write this in it. But why keep fantasizing? better go to sleep ... See you tomorrow!
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